Like it how we can do/talk extremely gross things together.
I can like fart infront of you (i know thats fucking gross but my baby doesnt care)
So can you :-D
We can like get all sweaty from rushing to school
See each other's most unglam moments
E.g Waking up with messy hair, & when i just bathed finish w my ju-on look-a-like hair
Cause we are awesome like that!
Luvvv you :)
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Im not trying to piss you off or whatever
Its just that sometimes ur action infuriates me w/o you knowing
Then you claim that im so this and that.
I tolerate.
You wont ever know how much i hated this house sometimes
I feel that this house its not a shelter where i can seek comfort and warmth
& my cuzzie its like she got paid to stay in this house to piss me off
i dont even feel like talking bout her.
Cus she did/said like gazillion things to piss me off.
I come home wanting to find peace but i get all sorts of shit
All whats left is just crumbled shattered pieces.
I am not blaming you or anything
Though sometimes i think why do you have to bring me to this world with so much sufferings
Albeit alot lesser den those who is born in Ethiopia, Africa etc.
I dont blame you for stereotyping keith cus his friends got tattoos
But at least understand that his friends does not equal to him
You know how much he was affected it?
You dont know he was serious bout me.
For countless times i wna bring him home but he keeps worrying bout ur views on him
Though we're like on the 11th month, take it as a year.
But thank god now you're slowly accepting it, i really thank you for that.
So, mom. Hope that one fine day it might struck you that i really am trying.
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xoxo,
LimeT
