Friday, April 10, 2009
So................tired of this life.
Quarrels and just more quarrels.
Can all this just stop for one day?
Just one day?
Can you stop for a moment and ponder what you may think i might be going through?
Really. I've stopped myself again and again from mentioning the two words.
At leasts i dare to say i try to control my emotions etc.
but i hate it when you shout at me in public.
Hate it when you talk to me so fiercely.
When i trying to teach/tell you we always end up quarelling.
Why? isit really beacuse of me?
Tell me why?
*Sigh*
Family....friends.
If in need who will be there?
I wonder.
My family is super screwed, i admit.
I dare not say anything about friends.
I think this is the only way i can express myself :(
There no one for me to pour my woes.
See thats how pathetic i am.
Ha ha ha.
but i'll persevere.
Till the day, i really cant hold out any more.